Blah. It’s a feeling.

Do you ever just feel blah? Like completely and utterly Blah? That’s how I’ve been feeling lately. And trust me when I say Blah is a feeling. It’s the feeling you get  hen you’re stuck home not feeling well for too long. It’s the feeling you get when that 15 day vacation you took feels too long by day 10. It’s that feeling you get when Monday is approaching and you realized you’ve watched most of a show and haven’t seen daylight in 48 hours. You’re at that point where the couch isn’t comfy anymore and you’re tossing and turning in bed because you’ve basically been ‘taking it easy’ and laying down all day. 
I’m feeling blah. That’s been me for almost two weeks. I haven’t been able to go about my normal routine or be myself. I’ve been under the weather and it’s been eating me alive. It feels like it’s eating me alive. I know it’s not but the feeling like you’re going to jump out of your skin? That’s what I’m feeling most of the day for the last 5 days. I’m trying to tell myself it’s okay to feel blah. It’s just a feeling. Blah isn’t permanent, it’s just the feeling and mood for right now. 
However I’m so sick of feeling blah. Ya feel? I kind of just want to feel anything different. I want to be able to do anything different than what I‘be been doing. I just can’t right now. So in the midst of Blah I will sit. I will breathe through the Blah. I will work through the Blah. But again, just so you know blah is a very real feeling. It’s neither here nor there... it’s just simply blah.